Monday, March 7, 2011
Here without you
Strangest feeling ever saying goodbyes at the airport. I mean, I have done it before but never to a boyfriend. Family and friends, meh. I've been to boarding school, I'm used to not seeing people for over three months and considering I went to boarding school before the advent of facebook and free calls from telecom networks that meant three months of zero communication. Fast forward to 2010, my boyfriend and I had never spent longer than a week apart in our two months of dating and even then, it was texting all round the clock and 50 phone calls a day (okay, I exaggerate a bit - more like five 30minute phone calls but you get the picture) so when time came for him to get back to LA I didn't really know how hard it would hit me. I was all about living in the moment and crossing that bridge when I got to it. Well, that bridge is here and let me tell you, I have never had a harder time crossing - been bawling my eyes out and living on a strict diet of poetry and love songs. (Hence the title of the post. Three Doors Down, anyone?) Going to start a journal on how I get through each day. Hey, you never know I could sell it one day for millions - silver linings people, silver linings :)
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Awww, I know exactly how you feel. I have been hankering after someone on another continent too, the days can be long and the nights longer,but as you said one day at a time. Also, we need to catch up girrrl. When I come home this summer, we need to dust the cobwebs off this friendship!!
ReplyDeleteI know!!! Your coming for the summer? Just when Alishia was coming to Paris and I thought you would show her where all the hot frenchmen be at. (guess she will have to find that out for herself)
ReplyDeleteBut we totally should catch up. As for my mum who oba adopted you in her head since Form 1, she will slaughter the fattened chicken :)